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Bots or Readers? Either Way, Time To Move…

UPDATE: Well, I sort lost my faith in Minds.com so … yeah. Think I will once again forgo the lure of social networking. It just doesn’t seem to work for me, too many puritans in the world out to ban-hammer or sweep aside folks who enjoy a good dark thought now and again. I guess my readers were the smart ones being so quiet. Guess next folks will hear from me is when I finally get something posted.

At least this frees up some time for untangling plot knots, right? -sigh-

 

Just noticed that it’s been three months since my last post on here. For those wondering where I wandered off too, I’ve been on Minds.com for pretty much all of that. Quite like the site, but now that I’ve peeked over here I think I’ve got a decision to make.

To be honest, I only log-in to WordPress to check up on a diminishing amount of blogs I follow and my page stats. My posts here never really got likes and comments so I kind of lost interest, despite me still getting some traffic supposedly. Bots are a thing and I’m starting to think that’s what most of those hits are.

So, I think I’ll be concentrating on Minds and just leaving this blog to die. I’ll still be writing (I swear, this is not a joke! I don’t think I could stop thinking about these plots if I tried) but I’ll just post updates or thoughts about it over there. If anybody just wants to follow Sinful and not whatever random thing that crosses my mind, hit me up over there and I’ll make a Sinful group just for readers to get news or talk amongst each other.

For those that did subscribe to this blog and read what I posted, thanks for reading so far. I really do appreciate it and do not take the time you’ve invested into following me lightly. Instead, I hope you too find Minds as chaotically fun as I do and decide to follow me there.

Hrm, suppose I should actually tell you what Minds is? Basically, it’s a free-speech focused form of social media with no bots or background algorithms. A free-for-all of human thought, if you will, where doing stuff like posting and liking posts gets you points you can use to advertise your own content. And while explicit stuff like my work (or just porn in general) is barred at the moment for self-advertising, it still isn’t hard to find or get involved in that kind of content if you desire. Which is alot better than here where, for me to ‘follow the rules’, I had to basically gut my self-promotion options.

So WordPress, guess I’m out. I’ll leave the blog up till … I think to take it down? A month or two at least I figure. For those wanting to find me on Minds, a link is over in the sidebar or you can just search for @darkalleyrambler.

Well, this is turning into a wait…

It’s a snow day where I live today (freaking foot of snow!). As such, instead of being a wage slave for the evening, I find myself sitting here with the next Sinful book pulled up on the screen. And remembering the whole, ‘hope to have the first draft by New Years’.

Oh, was I a hopeful writer.

So, yup, still happening. I just got to sort out … four different versions of the novel that are currently fighting for dominance in my head. With any luck, not only will the superior story win but it doesn’t run another quarter million words (again). So, why this post?

If you look up in the menu above, I created a page for the next Sinful book with a bit of update info on how I’m doing. I’ll try to update that weekly as a way to kick my own ass into gear. Feel free to give me a hand in it’s comment section (channel that brutality, I don’t mind). As a bonus, I also posted the first chapter! Yup, consider it First Draft version but I don’t see it changing much as it’s basically lifted from edited scraps of the first Sinful story.

So, sorry for the wait and hope you enjoy the teaser of what’s to come.

Discussion: Bondage Term Usage

Hello all, thought I’d get some feedback on something as I slowly (oh so slowly) working on for my next Sinful story.

While I originally had bondage tags on Merrals in a few archives, I ended up removing them cause let’s face it, there wasn’t any actual bondage going on. At least, not bondage in the common sense. This time around, there will be a character with a large focus on being tied up, abused, and subservients, all that jazz. Which is confound me in a style approach.

As anyone who has read Merrals might remember, I tend to assign single quotes to terms a character finds foreign. Be it little Sue with adult terms or Azuren for words relating to common human decency, I think at least they provide nice emphasis showing these are not normal expressions or subjects for a character.

Doesn’t really work with bondage. The single quotes would litter the paragraphs like a heavy rain.

Unfortunately, I’m not finding I like the alternative approach I’ve taken which is a bit of a modification of the D/s standard I’ve heard mutterings about while drifting through the Internet. To give a simplified example: “You must be a Good Girl. If your not, your a Bad Girl and will deserve getting your Lesson.”

Honestly, just comes out again to just being too many specially formated words. Makes the page look terrible to my eyes. Now, before anyone jumps me, I know there is supposed to be uppercase for dominate and lower from submissive, however that ends up working out, but as this is all displayed through the lens of a hardcore submissive only, I don’t think anyone would pick up on it naturally.

Hrm, could be overthinking this. This might be where my perhaps overly liberal use of italics and bold font previously to set tone or passion in a statement might be coming back to bite me in the ass, but as it is now, I think I’m left with either lowering the ‘special terms’ highlighting in the characters speech or playing with it more. I’m a fan of the latter, cause two very different thought processes lead to two every different meanings of the same sentence and I want to communicate that somehow. That said, I could just be bouncing off the limitations of the medium (all mediums have them, after all).

So, any thoughts, all you folks stopping by wondering if I’ve done anything since your last visit? If you have been wondering what I’ve been up too, I will say since almost all my feedback from readers has been from the Merral story itself, I’ve decided to simply work on the next one and leave the blog for little side tangents like this.

 

[Insert Evil Laugh Here]

Finally! I found a track that matches Azuren! Muahahahahaha

Well, I doubt I’ll find another good track for him anytime soon, so I guess I’ll be listening to this when I’m writing his upcoming parts. Now just to get to those parts.

“Calling Mr. Raider, Calling Mr. Wrong, Calling Mr. Vain [Vain, Vain]

Calling Mr. Raider, Calling Mr. Wrong, Calling the Insane [Insane, Insane]

He’s saying: I know what I want, and I want it now!”

Politics (I tried not to, I really tried not to. I’m sorry but #Calexit happened)

This a mirror of something I posted over at Minds.com that … well, is my usual rambling rant format but over something very dear to my heart: not having to fight, kill, and be killed by Californians. I’d much rather spend my time working on the next Sinful book’s outline like I planed this weekend (which is a vacation I took for that purpose), but the madness of a nation has dragged me away. Honestly, I’m a smut writer. You folks come to me for that, so ignore this if you like. But this isn’t some left vs right nonsense, this isn’t even my personal politics really.

This is a cry for peace. I hope you, my fellow deviants, can take a few moments to read. Read and in the coming weeks and months remember my warning when you hear #Calexit mentioned. I am no authority on pretty much anything, but there are some things even I can see.

COPY OF MINDS POST DUPLICATED BELOW

Damn it, I don’t want to be a ‘voice’ heard in the public sphere. I’m a lurker by nature and a dabbler of shit I don’t, for easily discovered reasons, like to advertise. The quiet Internet waysides are where I’d rather be.

But. For. Fuck’s. Sake.

The #Calexit shit now has a website, asking for donations and volunteers. (http://www.yescalifornia.org/)They’re forming their agenda and readying a case to actually do this … madness. A deadline (2019!) to ignite their ‘great cause’. I am seriously flummoxed over the question of if they even understand the consequences.

This could, probably, oh god hopefully might still only be the post-election tantrum us Americans are so fond of. Hell, I decried the Bush election and told everyone I was moving to Canada too back in the day too. But it might not. The chance isn’t inconceivable. So I’ll say something aloud (-groan-), add some small voice to the greater discourse. Hopefully in some small way reach those who might be considering taking part in this.

What do I have to say?

Don’t do this. I do not want to be conscripted into marching south to step on the neck of traitors. I really don’t.

Oh wait, they are very clear on their little page. Non-violence is mentioned quite clearly. Like that is even on the table. History is against you, established policy and law of the Union is against you, the very reality of the federalist system and the rest of the nation’s needs for solidarity is against you. Your needs as well, but I’m sure anyone considering this probably thinks virtue can double as emergency rations if they just believe hard enough. Or California is really just that awesome. Wait no, the awesome bit is clearly the first thought and the first bad turn will be when that first bit will have the room to be considered.

Crap, I’m probably being hyperbolic. I don’t dabble in arenas like this normally, I stick to fiction. There I can just make up shit as I go. I like that. What I don’t like is imagining a second Civil War. Seriously imagining it without any entertaining caveats to the setting. Which will happen if California leaves the Union, there is no question there. Oh, and Oregon if I am to believe some mutterings around me. What I don’t like is the fact I am -almost- certain that the kid gloves won’t come off right away. I don’t like that cause I can damn well imagine what the removal of those gloves will look like should they become stained with setbacks. The longer you wait to take those gloves off, the worse it always is.

Californians, my fellow countrymen. As you consider this, as you listen and speak with those in your state about this, I implore you. Look up the history of our last civil war. Learn of the realities that shaped that dark period of our history. Not just the slavery bits, that’s not important right now no matter how much you want it to be. I need you, your fellow countrymen need you to pay attention to the bigger things at play then.

Is it likely for California to actually do this? No, I hope not. Is it likely California could actually rally enough to resist the Federal governments response? It is laughable, but such is the outlook before most wars.

Yes, Californians, what I’m fearing should your state clear those is full on war. Yes, war on our country’s native soil and not on our screens. Right here. Potentially county-by-county, block-by-block war, right here. Potentially year after year war here. You remember that history I asked you to look up? That is the reality we need to avoid. Cause the leaders of those … whatever slur your ‘rebel boys and girls and whatever else’ come up for the US army (yes, that army you see on the news with all the really, really effective armaments) have also read that history. They learned it’s lessons or will eventually be replaced by ones who did. What can be said for that, even back then it took a long war for Lincoln to resort to Grant the Butcher.

The lesson, other than gentlemanly warfare is kooky in the extreme? You try to crush them with politics, then with economy. Military victories and defeats all the while and propaganda abound. If those fail, if the war isn’t quickly won as they so often are not, then you take those kid’s gloves I mentioned off.

Then the rebels get their spirits and very sense of identity crushed. Totally. Not slowly like the torture-loving sociopath your imagining in your head, thinking me a monster. Quickly, hard and fast as commanders and troops desperately hold on to the hope that tomorrow peace might come and the nightmare of a nation ends so they can just stop what their having to do. To just stop.

That’s the shit going through my head every time I see #Calexit. Could just be the jokes of trolls, could just be a few ignorant crybabies common after close elections. But it might not and with that is a future I desperately want to avoid. Hard enough that again I’ll use this internet-given mask of mine just cause it has these boost point things that will spread my thoughts a lot further than I can on my own. Cause despite my horrid works, it is times like these that those with twisted imaginations like my own find their highest calling to aid the greater population of the sane. These are the times we remind you sane people how bad things can get with astonishing ease if you forgo wisdom.

… fuck, who am I kidding? I’m going back to terrible realities I don’t have to live in and hope my number doesn’t come up in the draft.

Now for something hilarious…

Found this just delightful little video[Caution: terrible translation of hentai voiced aloud ridiculously. It’s great.] over at Minds.com and thought I’d share. Special thanks go to SsethTzeentach for making the video and ErwinBlackthorn for sharing it to the Erotica Reads group over there.

And just cause someone might be wondering how the next book is coming: … I got sidetracked? -cough- Well, what I’m working on might be something like a non-plot short-story after the next one. Teaser, it so far involves Azuren, Sue, and one very hot summers day…

Sadly, the planned Halloween short story didn’t happen for, sigh, the exact same reason. It’s actually kind of annoying when the people who live in your head demand the opportunity to cuddle. -_-; Maybe next year. That said, looks like the authors over at AFF are having a round robin again this year for Halloween so that should be fun. ^_^

Talking in Tongue — Playing with My “Friends”

So… LEND ME THY EAR. Hello ladies. If there are even a half dozen of you reading this… well, I’d be a little more than astonished. Possibly just a wee bit more than that. Well, hey… If there are some lovely ladies reading along, please allow me to thank you in advance for giving me […]

via Talking in Tongue — Playing with My “Friends”

I haven’t posted anything in awhile (fighting myself into doing a Halloween fic. Losing. D: ) So I’ll share this little post from one of my favorite bloggers here on WordPress. Why?

That last bit. Dear god, my thin sex life basically makes me want to scream that last paragraph into the night. Can’t tell you how many that I’ve been shot down because, nearest I can tell, a woman I’ve been dating and finally got hot and ready suddenly found herself in some kind of new territory she didn’t expect to want to dive into (I’d hope anyway) and ran without looking back. Seriously, is sucking on an earlobe that overstimulating? Disgusting? So panty-drying that alternatives must be taken off the table? That happened, I wish I was joking. Or the words I dread, ‘can we turn the lights off?’ Translates, in my experience, ‘can we just do the usual to work all this out of our (meaning your) system?’

And that’s the few times I’ve actually dated a woman long enough to get her comfortable enough to accept an offer of a nightcap. I swear, my …

Hrm, maybe I’m just a little bitter this morning. That’s not good. Gotta write something, get this bullshit out of my system. So, check out masterhead69 blog maybe? I at least enjoy the whole ‘men are yummy’ angle of her writing. Just for being you know, men. Damn fresh to my ears at least, heh.

Porn vs The Public Morals: A rant

It’s been too long folks since I wrote something that wasn’t just the mad ramblings of my imagination, and as such I … got lazy and dipped back into a source that spawned an earlier little opinion post. That’s right, I come before you today with a lewdgamer article: this one, to be exact. Feel free to visit their fine website first for the full article before continuing on to my thoughts below.

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